Through The Eyes of a Child

I love kids. Especially the ones that remind me of the vows I've made to myself so long ago regarding what type of adult I want to be when I grow up. Sometimes, I have to ponder why I got lost in the shuffle, and make resolutions to get back on track.

Last night, I met a wonderful little being, Chloe. Chloe and her family came to visit Orlando from England and was in line for Disney's The Twilight Zone Tower of Terror. As her mom was speaking about England with a group of dancers in front of the line, Chloe took the opportunity to chat with me about little tid bits of her world. She took me back with surprise because she looked like a shy type. I suppose her defenses went down after she saw me talking with her mom first. Chloe was glowing and her green eyes became dark pools as she excitedly shared her experiences throughout her young life. She is such as a funny character. One can tell that she's seizing the opportunity that she finally has someone who would actually listen to her. One lasting impression I've gathered from her is when we were about to step into the elevator for the ride. She said, "I don't know why I laugh even when I'm afraid. You see, I do this [giggles], and everything always turns out alright."

Even after just a short interaction with little Chloe, the world seemed much brighter. There really is something to say about the innocence of a child. It is very refreshing being around someone who is not yet jaded and see the world with so much possibility. And of course, the lesson that I've gathered is - "No matter how bad things are. No matter how much fear strikes through your heart. Smile and laugh. It always turn out alright." Funny how age doesn't matter when you receive your lessons. Even children can teach you something... if you'll only listen.

39 Pounds of Love

What an inspiring movie!!! 39 Pounds of Love is a movie about a 34 year old man named Ami whose mom was told that he only has 6 years to live when he was 1 and no more. And here he is, at 34 years old, fulfilling his dreams. A must-watch movie especially when things look bleak and need some uplifting messages of living life to the fullest and loving love.

Ami is now in my book of a really great role model who shows that you can do whatever you want in life just as long as you put your mind into it, never give up, and keep going. During the movie, I felt guilty since here I am, a healthy woman, who at times felt that all hope has gone and living life is too hard, thought the way I do when times get tough. But I believe that people like Ami is around to show everyone that even times get tough, there's still love and life is full of adventure.

Really inspiring and motivating. I'm glad I came across this movie.

Link to the movie: 30 Pounds of Love

Challenge Number One: Be Pharmacy Tech Certified by February

I've been offered a temp job in a pharmaceutical company. They're looking for permanent hires but at the same time want to check out its candidates first through a 90-day contract with the temp agency. Since right now all I care more than ever is to have inflow of money to pay of the bills and keep me sane, it's to my best interest to be permanently hired.

After speaking with the HR, he stated that they're looking highly on certified pharm techs. So therefore, I'm pursuing the certification. Some people who spoke with me regarding the certification think that I'm crazy to be wanting to take it so soon. For myself, I felt that I'm giving myself too long of a time frame.

Then comes my cousin. After speaking with her, she said that she only studied for 2 weeks prior to the test and passed. She only used one book. She advised to just study hard and I should be fine. Finally, someone who doesn't think I'm nuts. She inspired me to just get it done. She didn't even go to school for it nor had prior experience. I suppose quick-learning is part of the family trait.

So therefore, I've entrusted myself with my first challenge of the year: Be a Pharm Tech certified by February. Crazy? Maybe. Impossible? I don't think so!